Insentive Attractive, Intensive Destructive

Well this is me, standing in between.

 "Careful"
by: Paramore

I settled down
A twisted up frown
Disguised as a smile, well
You would’ve never known

I had it all
But not what I wanted
‘Cause hope for me
Was a place uncharted
And overgrown

You’d make your way in
I'd resist you just like this
"You can't tell me {how} to feel!"
The truth never set me free
So I did it myself

You can't be too careful anymore
When all that is waiting for you
Won't come any closer
You've got to reach out a little more
More
More
More, more

Open your eyes,
Like I opened mine
It's only the real world:
A life you will never know

Shifting your weight
To throw off the pain
Well you can ignore it
But only for so long

You look like I did
You resist me just like this
"You can't tell me {how} to heal!"
And it hurts remembering
How it felt to shut down

You can't be too careful anymore
When all that is waiting for you
Won't come any closer
You've got to reach out a little more
More
More
More, more

The truth never set me free
The truth never set me free
The truth never set me free
So I'll do it myself

You can't be too careful anymore
When all that is waiting for you
Won't come any closer
You've got to reach out

Can't be too careful anymore
When all that is waiting for you
Won't come any closer
You've got to reach out
More
More
More
More, more

Thanks to @rubbertimeacul for the idea of this song :)

Reality.

Reality
Music and Lyrics by Adhitia Sofyan

 

I have been trying lately to close my eyes
Those little lambs complaining they’re getting tired
Try as I may and I would fell off my bed
Don’t tell me no bedtime stories,
They just won’t do this time
I know just what the cure is it’s gonna work
I need to get you by my side
There’s no other way
But every time I try to catch you I stumble and I fall
How do I begin to finish this never ending fairy tale
I need to get back to reality
Every time you do that thing the thing you always do
I ended up in misery while starring at your photograph
I’m loosing my grip to reality
I woke up turn on the TV for a thousand times
Reruns I’ve seen to many on the animal show
The tiger runs after the dear and he finally catches on
I see the end of the rainbow not far away
This time I’m gonna let it slide

well, hellooo :)

oh yes i'm in love with this song.. i don't know why i'm paying attention to the lyrics nowadays :p
let's get back to reality? yes, let's get back!
can i? oh, yes i hope i can!
are you? yes, i think you are :p
is this the right thing to do? now, it's the BIG question. okay, just let it flow :)

See you!

:)

Not A Chance

well this is what i've deciced:

It's a BIG no, not A chance, it's ENOUGH, and that's NOT gonna happen.

you know all the melancholist people have the "revenge" things? well i do have it, i'll just have it in a positive way, and you'll see.. someday i'll not let anyone underestimate me. i promise.