Brightest

"If you find yourself here on my side of town
I'd pray that you'd come to my door
Talk to me like you don't know what we ever fought about
Cause I don't remember anymore
I just know that she warms my heart
And knows what all my imperfections are
And she said that I was the brightest little firefly in her jar

And I just know that she warms my heart
And knows what all my imperfections are
And she says that I am the brightest little firefly in her jar"

that was Copeland's Brightest, taken from "Beneath medicine tree" album

idk why i pick this title, maybe it just because i listen to this song twice today, or maybe i'm just in the mood, yes i'm in the mood for blogging. so well, hello then :)

it's been a month and counting. yes, you know what i mean right? :p

actually things getting better, between me and her, though there were some arguing happen between us :p
well, i don't know what's on your mind right now. I just don't know. I see that you're happy, and yes i'm happy for you too.. ga tau juga sih gimana "status" kalian sekarang, i still pay attention to your timeline though.. kadang2 (atau banyak) tulisannya yang nyesek.. yah salah juga sih pake ngecek2 timeline orang :P .... cuma ga tau deh, lama2 jadi kaya kebiasa gwnya... maybe it's enough for the tears, maybe it's enough for the broken heart. yes, everythings happens for a reason :) .... baik2 ya P disana. i'm always around okay? :)
dan gw ga mau nganggep ini cuma kaya "joke" doang, it's really a bad joke then.. hahahaha gw pernah berpikiran kaya gini, berpikiran kalo ini semua cuma bercanda, dan pada akhirnya nanti ada yang bilang "halooo gw cuma bercanda kok." hahahhaha bego bgt gw waktu itu

well a litlle bit story of my life now, gw skrg lagi ikut program AOP untuk Bank Panin, ya gw pindah dari Bank Mutiara yang super itu lhoo hehehehe... yah semoga lancar aja sih, smoga lulus juga... amin...
untuk band, gw tinggal ngeband sama favsin aja sekarang... sm Halftime yang membesarkan udah ngga.. yah, gw yang resign. udah bulet keputusannya waktu itu, kangen sih sama anak2 HT sekarang hehehe.. yaudahlah. tp skrg malah berasa pengen buat band lagi, hehehe krn mungkin mau ngisi waktu aja, mungkin band jepang. karena blm pernah punya hehehehe.. oiya mungkin gw blm pernah bahas kalo gw ngajar gitar juga skrg, udah dr taun lalu sebenernya, cm baru inget skrg hahahhaa.. tp murid gw tinggal satu, ganjar doang. ga tau sisanya pada kemana.. gw cuma mau yg terbaik aja buat hidup gw.. semoga semuanya berjalan lancar.. aminnn

enough talking about myself. well, let's talk a bit about my new friend, eyi. gapapa ya ciong hehehehe
gw udah cerita sedikit di post sebelumnya, yah well skrg dia lagi ada masalah. tp sebenernya gw juga kurang tau persis sih masalahnya apa. yang jelas ini soal dia dan pacarnya yang jauh disana. mungkin udah berat bgt buat dia masalah ini, sampe nangis terus, ga mau ngomongin masalah ini. oke td gw melakukan hal bodoh. niatnya mau ketemu supaya dia cerita masalah ini dan bakal lebih lega, jadinya malah marah ke gw gara2 gwnya ngeyel T-T .... yah jadi deh ke PS cuma ujan2an doang, makan nasi gila, trus pulang.. yaudahlah salah gw juga sih haahhahaha... smoga nanti udah bisa ngomong sama gw ya ey, hehehehe. gw paling ga enak kalo ada yang marah sama gw. smoga juga masalah lo cepet selesai, smoga dikasih jalan sama yg diatas ya. aminn


well that's enough post i guess.. this is me, signing out.. bye! :)