SECONDHAND SERENADE
"Distance"
I'm driving down the highway
Cold and dark, dead
(It's deceiving)
It's deceiving
And miles and miles pass by
And I'm alone
My eyes feel like they're bleeding
But I'm just crying
Is this what I ask for?
Is this what I ask for?
I hate myself when I'm away from you
I swear I'm sorry
Please don't hate me too
And I don't know if my heart will make It through
I swear I'm sorry
Please don't hate me too
I don't suppose you heard me
Call your name, girl
If you say louder,
Then I'll scream louder
The cities in between us block the way
They make it harder
But I'll scream louder
Is this what I ask for?
Is this what I ask for?
I hate myself when I'm away from you
I swear I'm sorry
Please don't hate me too
And I don't know if my heart will make
It through
I swear I'm sorry
Please don't hate me too
(Don't hate me)
Don't fail now
Hold on to hope
Cause I'm yours
I'm coming home to you soon
(I'm coming home)
Cause the road is very worn
And It's begging me to come back
(To You)
I hate myself when I'm away from you
I swear I'm sorry
(I'm sorry)
Please don't hate me too
(I'm coming home)
Don't hate me too
Please don't hate me too
***
Wednesday, November 24, 2010
Thursday, November 18, 2010
Brightest
"If you find yourself here on my side of town
I'd pray that you'd come to my door
Talk to me like you don't know what we ever fought about
Cause I don't remember anymore
I just know that she warms my heart
And knows what all my imperfections are
And she said that I was the brightest little firefly in her jar
And I just know that she warms my heart
And knows what all my imperfections are
And she says that I am the brightest little firefly in her jar"
that was Copeland's Brightest, taken from "Beneath medicine tree" album
idk why i pick this title, maybe it just because i listen to this song twice today, or maybe i'm just in the mood, yes i'm in the mood for blogging. so well, hello then :)
it's been a month and counting. yes, you know what i mean right? :p
actually things getting better, between me and her, though there were some arguing happen between us :p
well, i don't know what's on your mind right now. I just don't know. I see that you're happy, and yes i'm happy for you too.. ga tau juga sih gimana "status" kalian sekarang, i still pay attention to your timeline though.. kadang2 (atau banyak) tulisannya yang nyesek.. yah salah juga sih pake ngecek2 timeline orang :P .... cuma ga tau deh, lama2 jadi kaya kebiasa gwnya... maybe it's enough for the tears, maybe it's enough for the broken heart. yes, everythings happens for a reason :) .... baik2 ya P disana. i'm always around okay? :)
dan gw ga mau nganggep ini cuma kaya "joke" doang, it's really a bad joke then.. hahahaha gw pernah berpikiran kaya gini, berpikiran kalo ini semua cuma bercanda, dan pada akhirnya nanti ada yang bilang "halooo gw cuma bercanda kok." hahahhaha bego bgt gw waktu itu
well a litlle bit story of my life now, gw skrg lagi ikut program AOP untuk Bank Panin, ya gw pindah dari Bank Mutiara yang super itu lhoo hehehehe... yah semoga lancar aja sih, smoga lulus juga... amin...
untuk band, gw tinggal ngeband sama favsin aja sekarang... sm Halftime yang membesarkan udah ngga.. yah, gw yang resign. udah bulet keputusannya waktu itu, kangen sih sama anak2 HT sekarang hehehe.. yaudahlah. tp skrg malah berasa pengen buat band lagi, hehehe krn mungkin mau ngisi waktu aja, mungkin band jepang. karena blm pernah punya hehehehe.. oiya mungkin gw blm pernah bahas kalo gw ngajar gitar juga skrg, udah dr taun lalu sebenernya, cm baru inget skrg hahahhaa.. tp murid gw tinggal satu, ganjar doang. ga tau sisanya pada kemana.. gw cuma mau yg terbaik aja buat hidup gw.. semoga semuanya berjalan lancar.. aminnn
enough talking about myself. well, let's talk a bit about my new friend, eyi. gapapa ya ciong hehehehe
gw udah cerita sedikit di post sebelumnya, yah well skrg dia lagi ada masalah. tp sebenernya gw juga kurang tau persis sih masalahnya apa. yang jelas ini soal dia dan pacarnya yang jauh disana. mungkin udah berat bgt buat dia masalah ini, sampe nangis terus, ga mau ngomongin masalah ini. oke td gw melakukan hal bodoh. niatnya mau ketemu supaya dia cerita masalah ini dan bakal lebih lega, jadinya malah marah ke gw gara2 gwnya ngeyel T-T .... yah jadi deh ke PS cuma ujan2an doang, makan nasi gila, trus pulang.. yaudahlah salah gw juga sih haahhahaha... smoga nanti udah bisa ngomong sama gw ya ey, hehehehe. gw paling ga enak kalo ada yang marah sama gw. smoga juga masalah lo cepet selesai, smoga dikasih jalan sama yg diatas ya. aminn
well that's enough post i guess.. this is me, signing out.. bye! :)
I'd pray that you'd come to my door
Talk to me like you don't know what we ever fought about
Cause I don't remember anymore
I just know that she warms my heart
And knows what all my imperfections are
And she said that I was the brightest little firefly in her jar
And I just know that she warms my heart
And knows what all my imperfections are
And she says that I am the brightest little firefly in her jar"
that was Copeland's Brightest, taken from "Beneath medicine tree" album
idk why i pick this title, maybe it just because i listen to this song twice today, or maybe i'm just in the mood, yes i'm in the mood for blogging. so well, hello then :)
it's been a month and counting. yes, you know what i mean right? :p
actually things getting better, between me and her, though there were some arguing happen between us :p
well, i don't know what's on your mind right now. I just don't know. I see that you're happy, and yes i'm happy for you too.. ga tau juga sih gimana "status" kalian sekarang, i still pay attention to your timeline though.. kadang2 (atau banyak) tulisannya yang nyesek.. yah salah juga sih pake ngecek2 timeline orang :P .... cuma ga tau deh, lama2 jadi kaya kebiasa gwnya... maybe it's enough for the tears, maybe it's enough for the broken heart. yes, everythings happens for a reason :) .... baik2 ya P disana. i'm always around okay? :)
dan gw ga mau nganggep ini cuma kaya "joke" doang, it's really a bad joke then.. hahahaha gw pernah berpikiran kaya gini, berpikiran kalo ini semua cuma bercanda, dan pada akhirnya nanti ada yang bilang "halooo gw cuma bercanda kok." hahahhaha bego bgt gw waktu itu
well a litlle bit story of my life now, gw skrg lagi ikut program AOP untuk Bank Panin, ya gw pindah dari Bank Mutiara yang super itu lhoo hehehehe... yah semoga lancar aja sih, smoga lulus juga... amin...
untuk band, gw tinggal ngeband sama favsin aja sekarang... sm Halftime yang membesarkan udah ngga.. yah, gw yang resign. udah bulet keputusannya waktu itu, kangen sih sama anak2 HT sekarang hehehe.. yaudahlah. tp skrg malah berasa pengen buat band lagi, hehehe krn mungkin mau ngisi waktu aja, mungkin band jepang. karena blm pernah punya hehehehe.. oiya mungkin gw blm pernah bahas kalo gw ngajar gitar juga skrg, udah dr taun lalu sebenernya, cm baru inget skrg hahahhaa.. tp murid gw tinggal satu, ganjar doang. ga tau sisanya pada kemana.. gw cuma mau yg terbaik aja buat hidup gw.. semoga semuanya berjalan lancar.. aminnn
enough talking about myself. well, let's talk a bit about my new friend, eyi. gapapa ya ciong hehehehe
gw udah cerita sedikit di post sebelumnya, yah well skrg dia lagi ada masalah. tp sebenernya gw juga kurang tau persis sih masalahnya apa. yang jelas ini soal dia dan pacarnya yang jauh disana. mungkin udah berat bgt buat dia masalah ini, sampe nangis terus, ga mau ngomongin masalah ini. oke td gw melakukan hal bodoh. niatnya mau ketemu supaya dia cerita masalah ini dan bakal lebih lega, jadinya malah marah ke gw gara2 gwnya ngeyel T-T .... yah jadi deh ke PS cuma ujan2an doang, makan nasi gila, trus pulang.. yaudahlah salah gw juga sih haahhahaha... smoga nanti udah bisa ngomong sama gw ya ey, hehehehe. gw paling ga enak kalo ada yang marah sama gw. smoga juga masalah lo cepet selesai, smoga dikasih jalan sama yg diatas ya. aminn
well that's enough post i guess.. this is me, signing out.. bye! :)
Sunday, October 31, 2010
Hello and Goodbye
well this is me blogging finally, idk what to say anymore..
if you pay attention to my timeline lately, you know exactly what happen between us. yes, we broke up. and there are no such thing as "good break up" or "bad break up" it's just a break up.
i know it's not nice to share about someone's love life, at least on the internet. but i just can't control it, and i tweeted some silly things.
anyway, a lot of thanks to my new friend, eyi. i shared a lot of things to her.
makasih ya ciong :) , gw ga tau kalo gw ga cerita sama lo gw bakal kaya gimana. yang pasti iya gw bakalan sedih trus. thanks for supporting me and being around ya :)
soal si erwe, smoga dia bisa get over it ya ciong, dan smoga kalian bisa bertemen kaya biasa lagi. ambil pelajaran aja dari hal ini ya :)
soal hubungan lo sama ken, lo harus kuat ya ciong... someone said to me that long distance relationship never works. cuma lo harus berikan yang terbaik ya buat hubungan lo ini... gw tau kok walaupun si ken cuek bgt, tp dia sayang sm lo :) , maafin gw juga ya kalo waktu itu gw ngetawain lo cerita soal bunga itu :( dan sorry juga kalo gw agak lebay ya, emang pada dasarnya begini sih (atau kebiasaan?)
lo ngebuat gw ngeliat bahwa masih banyak orang yg sayang dan care sama gw ciong, dan lo ngebuka pikiran gw tentang banyak hal yang membuat gw mikir2 lagi kalo mau ambil tindakan. yang udah lewat semoga jadi pelajaran :) , gw akan usaha akan perbaikin diri gw untuk jadi orang yg lebih baik lagi, terbuka, dan peduli sama diri sendiri. makasih bnyk loh eyi :) (sorry ya gw nulis di blog sendiri untuk memperkecil resiko lo bakal baca, soalnya nanti pasti lo bilang gw lebay :D)
soal P, ini emang resiko yg harus gw hadepin. i don't need to tell you how much i love you. cuma emang cara gw salah, gw selalu biarin ini semua buat lo, bukan buat kita. dan gw juga salah gw ga terbuka. ada beberapa hal yang gw ga bisa jalanin, tapi tetep gw jalanin. dan pada akhirnya udah numpuk, dan secara ga langsung ngebuat sikap gw berubah. mungkin itu aja yang perlu lo tau. emang itu salahnya gw, gw ga terbuka. thanks for the truth pris. walaupun gw masih suka sakit kalo tau lo jalan sm orang lain. it takes time for me. it takes time for us. ini resiko yg harus kita jalanin sama2, gw ga mau udh kehilangan pacar, nanti kehilangan tmn juga.
terima kasih P, untuk 3 tahun lebih pacaran dan untuk 6 tahun lebih sahabatannya. you are the part of my life. gw akan belajar dari pengalaman ini, dan gw akan belajar untuk sayang sama diri gw sendiri dan orang orang terdekat gw. semoga yang terbaik untuk kita semua :')
(anyway ini post seharusnya tgl 31 okt di publish bukan skrg 14 nov, cuma krn satu dan lain hal ada beberapa hal yang gw edit)
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